Uneasy

   Hold myself,I often think so when I read her blog.I havent read her blog since I left BJ,I always cann't visit the msn blog........I feel how important the peace in heart to females,I can also feel that from her articles............  

Morning:

    I got the 300 back with some complex feeling,I'm not sure what the real feeling the course consultant think about me,maybe she really wants to help me .But the tuition fee is too expensive to allow me accept.She maybe really think there must be ways to let me in by borrow money from my classmates and friends. But it's really ,really unrealistic way to me.I won't search such help from others beacause it's too much.......

   So it's over all .I can made great efforts by my own hands:) So I believe in myself.  

 

Afternoon:

   I'm always think too much......This night just about 7:30,I saw someone in pink who I had know long ago when I rode through the long street with mm to attend the New Oriental ' english levels testing .I was confused and didn't konw which direction I would take. So I almost hit a couple and made just the same mistakes after our  consultation. God helped and blessed me  There was nothing bad happened.